ONE TO TEN

2012-02-09T08:06:00.000-08:00

i don't know what happened to all my friends.
i don't know who they've become now.
or maybe i'm the one who has changed.

2012-02-02T06:43:00.000-08:00

The amount of love my dad has for my mom makes me cry.
I want a happy ending too.

hollywood

2012-02-02T06:04:00.000-08:00

#
Pursue something where I won't have to depend on people who aren't there for me.

i will be

2012-02-01T04:49:00.001-08:00

Only about two more weeks to watching Avril Lavigne! : )
Happy happy.
Today was a wonderful day.
HAPPY FIRST OF FEBRUARY!
I wish we had more days off like this.

marry me today

slipped away

2012-01-15T05:47:00.000-08:00

I CAN'T BELIEVE I SPENT SO MUCH MONEY.
H8. So very much.
Stupid self. This is why I dislike money.
Makes me confused.
I always prevent myself from using any money in school or to shop.
Then "Oh, let's go buy a new CNY dress."
Then spend about RM600. ASUGRG.
-
I still want that green and orange Avril Lavigne shirt.
hate hate hate
But that would be another 70 ringgit. :|
Why would I need four of the same shirts?
SNAP OUT OF IT, STUPID SELF!

2012-01-13T09:10:00.000-08:00

To whom it may concern,

How should I put this...

If you're going to act differently depending on where you are, preaching one place and being horrible somewhere else, you're better off being horrible everywhere you go. Makes life so much easier for everyone else, you know?

To whom it may concern,
I used to look up to you very, very much.
The way you presented yourself and addressed others, whether or not you knew them. Now, I can't have a greater dislike for who you are and what you've become. The extent has already passed the dislike line and started pouring over the edge to I-don't-even-want-to-be-your-acquantaince category. I could care less about you, but it's saddening to witness a change this large. Wow, if I could be as flimsy as you, I would never have the pride to live with myself and the actions I've done.

To whom it may concern,
Thank you for being here for me.
I am thankful that I can have you around right now. Even if you might not be around for me when this year ends, and if we never see or talk to each other again in my life, I can live life happily knowing that I had someone like you to count on. Because I know despite all the times when you might be a pushover or irritating and annoying, you're only doing it because it's in your nature and changing your character might not be so easy. But that's a good thing, because sometimes change might make you become what you hate. And who would want to turn into something they've always disliked?

talk talk talk

2012-01-10T07:19:00.001-08:00

People who used to be really close friends have drifted so far away.
And I've no mood to bother keeping up the relationship when we have nothing in common.
That's like having an extra burden of work for no good reason.
Perhaps one day in this world I'll find someone who shares the same interests as me.
And if not, I'm perfectly fine pursuing my interests even if I have to grow up slightly less social than most other people.
-
I definitely entered this world a few years too late.

trouble maker

2012-01-06T09:22:00.000-08:00

i hate you
forget you
니가 싫어
---
not really, i've just been in love with this song.
i don't actually hate anyone (not anymore, and i prefer calling it intense dislike),
rather, i'm just frustrated and disappointed with them.
that is all.
hopefully, i've started off 2012 with a better me.
and cheers to me for hoping to stay a better me long time.
: )

serendipity

2012-01-05T08:50:00.000-08:00

I adore Korean fashion.
The dresses make my legs look long.
Hahah.

fearless

2012-01-02T09:50:00.000-08:00

Call me old-fashioned, but I don't believe in sex before marriage.
Nor do I believe in living together before marriage.
And obviously I don't believe in smoking, taking drugs, being alcoholic, partying, swearing, murdering, stealing and such.
To think that this is what being 'cool' is all about.
Your personalities are nonsense.
Makes me sick actually.
I can't for my life understand about life these days.
What kind of era am I living in?
This world is so bogus.
What's more, it makes me extremely sad to think that we are hurting the One who created us.
I can't imagine how upset God is with us; with the world.
And yet, he continues to forgive us.
He really is almighty, loving and forgiving.
And, heck, I pray someday people will open their eyes, wake up, and realize.
And so what if I refuse to ever do any of those things?
I'll just remain single for the rest of my life.
Have no friends too if that's what it comes down to.
I still have my family and God.
And I'd rather have a wonderful eternal life, than a messed-up real life.
I really pray you all learn that you need to get help and save yourselves.

cry cry

2012-01-01T07:26:00.000-08:00

what a wonderful day 1 of 2012 it has been. :)

Enjoy The Show

2011-12-31T09:35:00.001-08:00

Happy New Year everyone! :)
I started 2012 of.... by crying.
I know, how stupid of me.
Anyway, I'm really truly grateful for everything that has happened to me in 2011.
May 2012 be even more of a blessing to me and everyone else.
I pray that suffering will cease, even if it's just a tiny bit.
I pray that people will work hard to achieve and follow their dreams.
I pray that others will appreciate all that they have been given and avoid abusing their blessings.
I pray that everyone will have better hearts and minds so that this world can be beautiful.
Wishing everyone a wonderful day, week, month and year ahead of them!
:}

take my hand tonight.

2011-11-24T08:27:00.000-08:00

WOWWEEEEE.
2PM IN MALAYSIA RIGHT NOW.
Gahgahgahgahgahgah.
my true love is jaybum though.
My sister will be back in several hours!
YAY.
I don't know what to write about at all.
Cause I have no life.

good life

2011-11-21T18:42:00.000-08:00

LASER TAG WITH THE GANGSTERS LATER.
and by gangsters i mean a group of the most epic people you will ever meet.
except me, i'm epic fail. HOLLA!
cannot wait for becoming a bit blind. totally.
then i have Contemp.
and then Puss in Boots premiere.
yeayyyyyy.
PEACE OUT, SUCKAH.

shampoo

2011-11-15T05:28:00.000-08:00

Just a few days of school left.
But no room to slack during holidays.
(i believe it's right, but I will end up slacking anyway.)
Contemporary feels really weird. It's so unlike ballet.
Been reading Pride and Prejudice.
If this was the type of literature we learnt, gosh, I'd be so joyful.
Although the English is so classic and sometimes difficult to comprehend.
And there are quite a few words spelled differently during those times and the present.
Jane Austen was never good with her grammar and spelling though.
Nevertheless, I love that they have kept it as it was written with all its imperfections.
Which in turn create its perfection. <3
This novel is just capturing my heart. And the movie did so quite easily. : )
Class party and cast party on Thursday.
Singapore on Friday.
Today is the 15th of November.
Happy birthday to my father!
I'm quite disappointed that after our dinner you had to go for a meeting.
(after working the whole day)
But nevermind, I appreciate that you're still working so hard although you've reached retiring age.
I'm sorry that mommy left for Singapore today.
(but you're the one who booked her flight since her training starts tomorrow, lol)
Okay, I have nothing left to say.
The things I want to say can't be typed out for the world to see.
"It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife." - Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen.

hope for all the hopeless

2011-11-12T08:26:00.000-08:00

One week of school left.
One week of being Form 4 left.
SPM next year.
agrh.
Got all my final exam results back already.
I'm only happy about my Chemistry, embarrassing much.
(not really, i'm happy that i didn't do as badly as i predicted for everything)
Can't wait for cast party next week!
And then I'm missing the last day of school because of Singaporeee.
Hopefully I get to watch Lion King. <3
My sister will be back soon, followed by my brother.
I can't slack during the holidays. Form 5 senior next year, time to lead the 'kids'.
H8.
Looking forward to MNET LIVE.
Hopefully friends can go, so that I can go because it'll be a group.
Super Junior, f(x), B1A4 and miss A.
miss A. miss A. miss A, my loves. My darling unnies.
Hahah, I sound like such a fanatic. I need to watch them live.

On the outside, I’m a bad girl.
On the inside, I’m a good girl.
When I dance, I’m a bad girl.
When I love, I’m a good girl.
You don't know me,
so shut up boy.

lullaby

2011-10-30T08:06:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL TOMORROW.
Wow, it has been a great week of holidays.
But boo, RAG day got postponed.
Only CCB Amazing Race to look forward to this week.
Nat's party and Halloween party was super awesome. :3
Shopping was fun.
Concert was the best. <3
I actually have to sleep early tonight. Blehh.
PANDA PANDA PANDA. I WANT A PANDA. AGRHHH.

you and me forever.

2011-10-27T00:29:00.001-07:00

I've not done anything productive throughout this week, really.
Still miss dancing. Blehh, this kinda sucks.
FLYYYYY WITH ME.

masquerade

2011-10-23T06:56:00.000-07:00

I can't believe a few weeks ago I was preparing for my ballet exam, final exam and ballet concert.
And now it's all over. :'(
I had so much fun doing Swan Lake and Masquerade.
Despite the quite very hard floor and feet pain.
But really. :'(
SO SAD. urgh.
And now I gotta wait for my final exam marks. (which obviously suck, just look at my BM and Maths)
as well as ballet exam grade. (which is obviously not very good too since I didn't do so well that day)
I cry. but yeah, still happy. :)

give your heart a break.

2011-10-10T03:38:00.000-07:00

FINALS tomorrow.
Gosh, freaking heck.
Can't wait for it to be over and done with.
Just causing me stress.
Soon it'll be the ballet concert. <3
But looks like I'll be failing Sejarah first.

Mr. Idol

2011-10-04T08:23:00.001-07:00

Omg, ballet exam tomorrow!
Then finals.
And finally, ballet concert!
Worried, but happy. But also scared.
BLAHHHH.

Unbroken.

2011-09-25T07:30:00.001-07:00

This album is pure quality.
I have no words.
CRYING. <3

oh oh oh oh

2011-09-24T07:38:00.000-07:00

Kaleidoscope was super amazing. :)
Really proud of Viral Beats and the dance.
And super thank you to Ms. Judi for everything. The dance, costumes, make-up, fun.
<3
Such a lovely performance.
Obviously we could have done better, but I hope Ms. Judi was happy with it.
Next to focus on is ballet exam, then school exams, then concert.
Had practice from 4.30 to 8pm just now.
But we had this super long photo session.
Happy with the Masquerade though.
: )
plus we had pizza. lol.

Kaleidoscope.

2011-09-22T08:35:00.001-07:00

KALEIDOSCOPEEE!
Viral Beats, go go go!
Super awesome jackets and awkward robot-ness.
<3
Can't wait to try it out on stage.

Easy to fall, easy to break.

2011-09-21T10:03:00.000-07:00

UNBROKEN.
I WANT UNBROKEN SO BADLY.
UNIVERSAL MUSIC MALAYSIA NEEDS TO RELEASE THIS ALBUM.
SOON.
now.
sob.
bye.

i'm a lightweight, easy to fall, easy to break.

2011-09-18T04:10:00.001-07:00

i wish i could go for Gold.

singin' in the rain

2011-08-28T08:43:00.000-07:00

So, It Girl, huh?
Yeah, lol.
This sounds sad, but my Sims Social doesn't even work.
BUT IT'S ALRIGHT.
BECAUSE POTTERMORE IS HERE FOR ME.
But alas, I'm such a scaredy cat I don't even want to be sorted.
However, I was brave enough to get my wand. Which I now love with all my heart.
But gosh, the quiz to get it was heartbreaking. Yet lovely, at the same time.
When I think about being sorted and taking the quiz, I go all aasdg%$#!$&#.
Yeah.
I will do it tomorrow! <3

like i'm made of glass

2011-08-27T07:54:00.001-07:00

you are seventeen going on eighteen
i'll depend on you.
-
HOLIDAYS HAVE STARTED. SO FUN SO FAR.
POTTERMOREEEEEEE I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU.

heartstrings

2011-08-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

Hai.
Waiting for the end of the week to arrive. ONE WEEK HOLIDAY THEN.
Selamat Hari Raya to all celebrating. : )
Hoping for a fun and productive week. Yayy.

2011-08-12T06:05:00.001-07:00

KALEIDOSCOPEEEEEE.

I wanna make magic.

2011-08-11T10:25:00.001-07:00

Look at me, listening to musical soundtracks.
At 1.30 a.m in the morning.

2011-08-09T07:51:00.001-07:00

CBL is just!
Lol, so confusing and difficult but totally fun at the same time.

2011-08-07T11:03:00.001-07:00

i cannot take this insanity!
in need of a holiday.

miss simple

2011-08-06T04:27:00.000-07:00

HAI,
there's a barbeque going on downstairs/in the garden.
i shall continue watching philosopher's stone.
nick jonas makes me so proud though.

my heart is beat beat beat beating boom boom

2011-08-05T09:00:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD!
I decided it's time to update my blog.
Sooooo, what have I been up to?
Well, Form 4 kinda sucks. For me, that is.
I miss 2008-2010.
However, Seussical was really really really the highlight of this year.
It was really fun and I miss all my teachers and friends.
Today, we had Prize-giving and Commencements.
Very envious of everyone who went up on stage several times.
Congrats to Nab who went up like 5 times. :}
I'm aiming for 3 next year.
One in 2010, two in 2011 and three in 2012!
CBL next week! Difficult topics.
Anyway, I can't wait for the holidays.
: )

Valentine's Day soon!

2011-02-11T10:52:00.001-08:00

And I'll be alone.
+ Chem Topic Test 1.
Boo, I suck.

we don't need a reason.

2010-05-24T10:05:00.000-07:00

hai. exams end tomorrow.
for once in my life, i am actually screwed for sejarah.
i don't know anything about form 2.
and we don't have kata kunci anymore.
i think i don't care.
because if i cared like i did for 1st mid sem,
i would have been studying sejarah everyday.
hahahaha.
right, well goodnight.
15 hours to freedom.
<3

redlight.

2010-05-13T08:43:00.000-07:00

i'm sick of people complaining.
'what kind of song is this?'
'this is really bad.'
'they're losing fans because of this stupid thing.'
'i'm not going for this.'
'only 8 year old teenies will be there.'
omg, like we get it. really, we do.
you stopped liking them. you've never liked them. you prefer others.
calling yourself a true fan then saying all this doesn't really make sense.
i'm confused. so, so, very so.
that's why i don't get other people.
sure, it's corny, it's cheesy, but i love it.
don't simply categorize saying 'only 8 year old teenies will like this.'
i'm going to be 15, and i love it, so suck on that.
anything that makes me smile, also makes me happy.
and i'm proud of whatever it is.
people care too much these days, they should just not overthink it :\
simple things make me happy.
every single simple thing in life.
the song can be about salad, and i could love it.
btw, there is a song about salad, and i love it.
so if you don't like that i like it, you can kindly leave.
haters, sucks to be you.
i support what i love.
i guess my view on life is different than everyone else.
looks like it's me against the world, then.
so be it, let round one start.

We Love You Pn. Herney.

2010-05-13T06:51:00.000-07:00

thank you for everything.
sorry for all the noise and problems we caused.
i'm apologizing on behalf of edwin and erich for being so annoying.
we hope you have a good time teaching at college. <3
i've done so well in sejarah because of you.
thank you, cikgu :)
PMR is coming soon, and we will all do our best and very well.
it's sad to see you go before it though. :(
and now we're left with the guy.
but thank you again Pn. Herney!
we love you and will miss you!

while the world is spinning.

2010-05-12T07:56:00.000-07:00

people don’t get me.

they don’t get what i like, what i listen to, what the songs mean to me.

they don’t get my hobbies, what makes me smile, what makes me frust.

they don’t get my life, my loves, my mind, my heart.

they don’t get it when i’m excited about something, overjoyed with something.

they don’t get it when i’m angry at something, sad about something.

they don’t get what i hear in music, the depth of the sound.

they don’t get what i feel when i listen to the lyrics closely,

how much it strikes the inner core of my heart and soul.

they don’t get what makes me cry, sad or happy tears.

they don’t get it.

they just don’t.

fly with me.

2009-11-11T08:06:00.000-08:00

wow 11th November 2009.
spectacular day.
i was listening to the radio for 6 hours.
i sent 4 smses to hitz.
and now i've gotten like 10 smses from them. spamm.
the jonas fans had a twitter party!
it was so nice to bond with others and plan stuff.
we're seeing each other on sunday at 1U for the 'We Love Jonas Brothers' petition.
it was really fun today, i never want to forget it.
Kim was here too! she helped a lot.
Joe was great :) he was answering everything and we found out JB are coming next year! :)
2010 can't come any faster! =D
only the stupid songs that were playing in between. so annoying.
ahh, i feel empty now that the thing has ended.
it's like, JB feels closer to us now, not like some untouchable artist.
i love the Malaysian JB fans. they are seriously amazing. we're all so much closer now.
we are definitely going to pakat when JB arrive =)
overall, it was an AMAZING night. too great. for words.
all thanks to the Jonas Brothers. the power of Jonas is amazing. twitter too.
Hitz, thank you and we love you! <3
1U 1U! never tweeted so much. about 100 tweets.
Kimberly talked to Jin! She asked for SOS.
Joe instructed them to play one of the songs from their new album. that sounds so cool. hee.
and then she called back and said 'goodnight'
and Jin was like 'so nice, are you one of the jonas fans?'
Kim was 'no, not really.'
and then Jin asked her to introduce Lucky by Mraz and Callait. he said her voice sounded cute :)
one of the best days.
we plan on calling hitz back soon.
she wants to 'mom' him.
we don't wanna do our lisan or maths :P haa.
sigh, i wish this day never ended.

...mom?
<3 for Jonas.

you think you are

2009-07-21T09:05:00.000-07:00

thank you to everyone who wished me :)
thank you for the birthday posts here and on tumblr
you all made it much better than i expected.
i am officially 14 years young considering it is now 12.02 am July 22.
i don't believe my birthday ended.
it's like how i don't believe fame has ended.
anyway, gtg sleep soon.
i watched Harry Potter just now.
i really liked it!
<3 you all =]

mr. bean

2009-07-20T09:03:00.001-07:00

trying to find a new mibba layout.
wathcing mr. bean.
it's a movie but i've never seen this one.
1 minute till July 21st :)

you rock my world

2009-07-19T12:04:00.001-07:00

love you FAMOUS people!
gonna miss you all sooo much :)
i had a really great time with all of you =]
FAME forever!
<3

i was reading through my book,
when it struck me.
i'm not going to cheras anymore for now.
i'm not going to be sitting down watching you guys perform hard work and bring on tomorrow.
i felt empty :'(
i'm not doing that anymore.
lunch at cheras.
rehearsals at cheras.
work at cheras.
fun at cheras.

it's so painful :(

:)

2009-07-02T06:45:00.000-07:00

KEVIN IS GETTING MARRIED!

AHHHH.

HE ASKED HER FOR HER HAND IN MARRIAGE.

OH MY GOSHER!

YES! KANIELLE IS ALIVE X]

ALIVE I TELL YOU.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

see you at the finish line

2009-06-25T18:44:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson...

my mum woke me up saying that he passed away.

she was watching it on news.

I'm scared what might happen to people around me.

Just wanted my friends, family and loved ones to know,

I love you all, and you should know that.

feels like a battlefield

2009-06-25T05:40:00.001-07:00

so i was okay, then happy, then sad, and now i'm okay

i went to BV and ate at D'Lish with mummy, grandma and brother.

then after that i went to speedy and bought...

...LVATT!

yes yes yes yes yes!

you know...you can't help but smile when you see a poster of them.

then you see Hannah Montana.

and then you see Taylor Swift.

so yeah..obviously i was happy.

i was being SO careful to buy the Universal one.

NOT the malaysian one.

whee..JONAS is coming out in August.

anyone know when the MMVA's are showing on tv here?

there was this CD called Disney Channel Playlist.

it had the songs lah from PPP, SWAC, HSM, CR, HM and others.

but on the cover it was a picture of.

Demi, Miley, Selena

and JB.

do you know how freaking bias Disney is getting?

at least don't put a picture at all if there are too many.

i think i had LVATT for half an hour..then i dropped the cd case.

but it was in the car..so not much damage.

but this is how much you can trust me with something.

i don't know why..i fell asleep with Keepin It Real over and over in my head.

and I woke up with Much Better playing again and again.

but one of the reasons i was happy was cause i bought LVATT with my own money.

my savings x]

that actually..haven't really been saved cause it was in my piggy bank for about a year now.

but it was nice not having to have my parents take it out of their wallets.

it was nice taking it out from my pocket. :)

especially since it was the Universal not the Malaysian one.

which is 20 more ringgit expensive.

Lol..do you know how happy that can make someone?

actually...i didn't really think they could be Number 1.

at all.

i thought...hey maybe top 50 would be nice.

so i'm actually surprised.

and really happy for them.

not just number 1 in US. but also Canada, Mexico, Spain.

and other places i'm lazy too say.

but they will probably only last 1 week as number 1 on Billboard 200. xP

i'm just stating the obvious.

they sold 200,000 less than ALBL.

that's ALOT.

but i couldn't care less.

less fans...then it's easier for others :D

anyway, i just started Restaurant City on Facebook :D

it's fun.

someone make me hardworking :S

everyone else are like...doing work and stuff.

now i'm done with country stars

2009-06-24T03:06:00.000-07:00

Elle Oh Elle

nick says 'reconnected' to much in every video.

but, do me a favor,

skip the whole video.

and fast forward to 2:07

P.R.I.C.E.L.E.S.S

that question was priceless.

their reaction was priceless.

oh gosh, that was supa funny.

------

I'm so bored at home.

I wanna go back to school :(

i've done nothing. at all.

FAME :}

going to Shangri La tonight.

I want the LVATT shirt.

it's so nice!

i have to cut my hair. it's getting too long.

Yay! SPEIDI NO MORE x]

on E! that is.

boring boring boring *_*

consider me destroyed

2009-06-23T03:14:00.000-07:00

today was a fun yet boring yet painful yet maddening yet sad day.

listened to paranoid a lot today.

oh yeah!

Kimberly!, you won't pick up your phone.

there's no more rehearsal tomorrow.

and we're NOT allowed to go to school in damansara.

so we MUST NOT go.

seriously, the teacher said we have to stay away from school.

wonder why...

do you hear me Kim?

DO YOU!? :P

lol jk.

no more charity showcase :(

i got major headache.

Nick Jonas, you piss me off.

no no no, joking.

i changed Piazza to Jonas.

nyeehee :)

i don't feel like updating anymore.

thinking back to where we started

2009-06-22T09:03:00.000-07:00

L.O.L

lol lol lol lol lol

i don't believe they did that.

this video is awesomely funny x]

thank god they weren't the screaming crying fainting type of fans.

which brings me back to the reason why i like JB.

you can see when kevin starts sweeping the floor angrily,

joe starts to seriously have a seizure.

no doubt bout it.

anyway, oceanup is so misleading.

saying that Miley kissed Nick ON stage.

psh..they just hugged...very very close.

sigh, so unprepared for fame.

i haven't been catching up with work in school.

hopefully, i'm not the only one.

not much to worry about with the swine flu.

gosh, there's NOTHING to worry about now.

which is sad.

the whole class got quarantined in the first place.

so basically, the school is H1N1 free.

and that class is happily staying at home.

whatever.

"SWINE FLU BE GONE.

99.99% GUARANTEED.

0.01% NOT SURE.

GO AND BUY NOW."

hahahhaha.

"SALLY BE GONE"

Yay!

i taught kimberly sign language.

whee.

now we can talk openly without people knowing.

i watched 10 000 BC on My Max just now.

i'm such a sucker.

i cried at the end when she died.

i was so happy when she came back to life :)

yes, i realize that gan is leaving cempaka in september.

and though i want to pretend it's very far away,

it's actually very close.

i do realize i'm probably gonna be alone when she leaves, then debbie leaves.

and probably melvin too. if he goes there, which people shouldn't know about yet.

so i'm not going to sulk while i still have the chance to be with all these people.

we'll make it last, aight? :)

i should go sleep now...

...or something along those lines.

i totally forgot i had a tumblr.

oops!

try to scratch away the issue

2009-06-21T09:47:00.000-07:00

like okay, i guess i should share happy stuff with you guys.

go to youtube.

and search BriNicole22

she's THE awesomest x]

listen to her covers.

they're really good.

of course her voice has gotten better.

after all she has videos from a year ago till now.

so obviously it has changed.

and fine, if you're not a JB fan, then listen to her other covers or originals, which are also amazing! :)

but i tell you, her cover of JB songs will make you like the song.

whether or not you like JB.

so i dare you to listen to paranoid x]

because she rocked it man.

she's the best cover-er i've seen so far.

gogogo

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gosh, i sound like a publicity stunt.

nyehe.

i'll getcha good

2009-06-21T09:17:00.000-07:00

i have so much to post about and yet, nothing at all.

Happy Father's Day!

well, belated..i'm 15 minutes late since it's already monday 12 am.

wow, i hate to say this but, Miley misses Justin,

and i don't think she and Nick are actually together or EVER going to get together again.

i highly doubt it.

i like niley but...

i feel they're happier as friends.

whereas, i'm rooting all the way for kanielle and jamilla x]

because danielle is the bomb

and camilla is so very the awesome.

we just need to see more of them both.

a pic of jamilla kissing would be nice :)

since i already have kanielle and niley kissing.

i've just fallen in love with JB's cover of Getcha Good.

to hear them sing it is....breathtaking.

been so busy, that, i don't feel like myself.

i'm not ready to have intensive hair and make up for 2 weeks all over again.

i haven't even gotten over WSS's hair and make up.

no more curlers please!

they've almost become my enemy.

LVATT!

i like saying it..sound funny.

"the german hit single from the Jonas Brothers"

hahahaha.

ooh ooh. did you hear?

2 cheras students MIGHT have N1H1.

but they're on quarantine, the whole family.

cause it was national holidays.

and they went to australia.

and you know what it's like in australia with the swine flu.

so yeah,

i find it kinda cool x]

though i should be scared.

so call us freaks, but that's just the way we roll

i have so much personal stuff to let out, but not here.

it will do damage.

you know how to do it in L.A

2009-06-19T08:01:00.001-07:00

Sugar.

my piano teacher says i can actually do the exam.

sugarsugarsugar.

o.O

if you don't know what sugar is, go find out.

FAME feels weird.

i don't know why.

or maybe i do.

Thank you so much, Sally A.B, really...not.

i'm trying my hardest to like you, really.

and you're okay at times.

but just...lay off a bit man.

report card day was today.

my mum said that all my teachers were like in 1 row.

so when my mum was talking to Ms. Tina.

it's like one by one "oh I am her *insert subject here* teacher."

because they're all so close together.

i told my mum not to talk to anyone but my tutor, but they all started the conversation so...

yeah.

i decreased 19 marks for my overall marks.

NOT GOOD.

lol.

Joseph just announced to the whole world that there is such a thing as Niley.

because he was asked

"is your girlfriend as famous as his? *points to Nick*

"i don't think anyone is more famous than Miley Cyrus"

nice job Joe. reaaal smooooth.

hope you and your bros have fun explaining that to the next million interviews you get.

what i need to do

1)go out and buy LVATT. *_*

2)watch HMTM.

3)to be confirmed.

sorry guys, i couldn't do the movie marathon.

and i'm really grateful that you all cancelled it because i couldn't go.

i promise i'll try to find a time for us to go.

gosh, this is the first production Mr. Kang won't be here for.

he's gone to L.A to further his studies. he's gonna be back in 4 months.

and even though i'm not close to teachers or stuff,

when i see people cry, i'll cry.

it's a problem i have,

with movies and videos too.

TURN RIGHT, INTO MY ARMS ^_^

Turn Right is the EASIEST song to play on the guitar EVER.

no joke. the tabbing is crazy easy, it's not funny.

they make it sound so complex in the song though.

i just need to learn how to keep the timing when i tab and sing.

i want my peter pan.

oh oh! these few days.

some stuff a few people have said to me have really made me happy.

i thank you so much, people i shall not name.

it means so much to me.

Kamsamida!

Arigatou!

so far, so great

2009-06-17T06:12:00.000-07:00

i had a nice nap when i came back :)

then i woke up for piano.

went, and came back.

teacher forgot my class *_*

my piano exam is on monday

and trust me, i am as far away from being good than you can imagine.

unfair scene.

yeah..it's called that.

once upon a time, there was this girl called suzie.

suzie was just...ugh.

and then suddenly popped up sally.

sally was....even more ughh.

THE END.

i just realized i have KH tomorrow too.

so i should do my pelan thingy

cause i'll probably get scolded since almost all the FAME people have already passed it up.

i need time to practice my piano too.

grr.

oh oh! i was watching Camp Rock on Disney just now.

wow. it's been a longggg longgg time since i've watched that.

nick looks good in pink.

everytime someone calls "MITCHIE!"

i'm like "...mitchie?....oh right. Demi..."

see how hard it is to get used to them as characters.

and maybe, baby you can rise above the rest and meet me.

you make me crazier

2009-06-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

i've had a headache for the past few hours.

since i got on the bus coming back from FAME.

whee! do you know, i have to use a prop in a FAME scene.

so i'm using a bag filled with an empty pencil box, 2 exercise books (the new blue cempaka one), and my...*drum roll* BuRNiN uP BooK. :)

cause we're one & the same!

yeah..Demi and Selena duet on PPP x]

JB covered Thinking of You.

it was....nyeh.

but i'v fallen in love with Kevin's voice!

it's so obvious in the song x]

we can't go for RAG day.

;[

Life is unfair.

no, FAME is unfair.

for more reasons than you know.

much, much more.

right, Kim?

just unfair.

anyway, i should do my KH, but i'm lazy because KH was today and i don't know if i should pass it up tomorrow :S

i got 91.5% for Eng.

okay lah. same as the first exam.

i was gonna write something now, but i forgot.

Thanks, brain.

iRemember!

LVATT will be in Malaysia tomorrow! :D

June 17th!

time to play the piano. bye.

i'll swim the ocean for you, Kelsey

2009-06-15T04:52:00.000-07:00

i don't like it when there are mosquitoes in my room :(

and yes, bella, i do realize all i write about is JB or NILEY!

i have nothing interesting about my life everyone, so i write about theirs =]

call me lifeless.

oh yes, i have created a tumblr.

but i'm not telling anyone....yet

but trust me, you'll hate it, cause it'll have to do with even MORE JB and NILEY ;]

btw, Fly With Me sounds so awesome when it's bursting through the speakers in the cinema.

yeah, i watched NATM2 last week.

which i forgot to mention.

i watched 17 Again on Saturday night.

it was okay, good-ish.

i felt it needed MORE!

for once, i am happy that FAME practice is everyday.

because i can escape school, even when i know it'll be super hard when i go back.

i found out something so very the awesome about iTunes.

you know, i'm a slow person.

oh, and heaven, if you're reading...

Hello Heaven :)

i'm saying hi back to you cause you said hi to me on your tumblr.

i would have replied on your cbox, but no matter how many times i refresh your tumblr, your cbox convos don't appear.

ps. Joe is hotter now lah.

well, in my opinion lah. they all look nice nowadays.

Now THAT is what I call Happy Niley Day!

hope they saw that on Twitter.

People, they are the Brangelina of Disney :)

hahaha.

June 11, 2006 - June 11, 2009.

It's the exact same day they met each other.

I think Nick went to visit her in Georgia on the same day :P

Going to be hardworking now, bye.

true to your heart

2009-06-06T16:49:00.000-07:00

Hello, people, friends, pals, buddies. It is 7:52 am now. I slept at 5pm yesterday and didn't wake up until now =]. I just checked my twitter. I'm the happiest girl awake right now.

It's like all my favourite people together. Just minus Taylor Swift. But I don't think ALL of them would ever be together for something. NEVER.

Ohhhh yeah, there's definitely 'something' going on between Demi and Trace. x]

NILEY '09!!!

no no, just kidding...

well if they're not 'writing', they're definitely doing SOMETHING.

maybe singing Before The Storm :]

haha egg plant....yuck.

why can't they just get together!?

he makes ALL obvious signs during live webcasts that he's in LOVE with miley.

i guess he settled for being the 'best friend'

no seriously, this reminds me of some plot of a romantic movie or novel.

Nicholas Jerry Jonas would run into a burning building, go through a barrel of guns, and climb Mt. Everest for Miley Ray Cyrus.

It's a fact.

I should ask him on a chat.

Do you still love Miley!?

over and over again x]

frustrate him a bit ;)

Once upon a time, in Disney High, there lived many many many students.

There lived a guy named Nick J.

He was with Miley.

They'd been together for 2 years.

Then 2 new girls called Demi and Selena, two best friends, arrived at Disney High.

Miley, Demi and Selena all became good friends.

Then one day, Miley and Nick had a HUGE fight.

They broke up.

Nick, being depressed like crazy, used Selena as the rebound girl.

Miley, hating Nick like crazy too, changed her whole appearance.

Then, she got with 'The Meat', who's also known as Justin.

Little did she know, she began to fall more and more in love with Justin.

Nick, on the other hand, could not get over Miley, and so he broke up with Selena.

A few months have passed.

Somewhere along the way, Miley and Nick became friends again.

Miley also became friends with Demi and Selena again.

And she was happily in love with Justin.

And yet, Nick was STILL in love with her.

Amazing, right?

And now people have to go through seeing him love Miley from afar.

On the OTHER side of Disney High,

a break up just happened.

Joe broke up with Taylor over a phone call.

And she was making a big fuss.

Joe however, got with Camilla Belle and they are happily ever after together.

Taylor being upset, went to Miley for support.

Miley was there for her.

However, Miley then became friends with Nick again.

And Taylor didn't like that.

Taylor became better friends with Selena,

seeing that she and Selena were ex-jonas girlfriends.

Somehow...Taylor ended up with Lucas Till.

and somehow, Selena ended up with Taylor Lautner.

Let's pretend that all the other Disney students fit into this.

At the BACK of the school,

Kevin and Danielle lived HAPPILY EVER AFTER FOREVER AND EVER AND ALWAYS

They just kept it a gigantic secret,

that everyone knew about.

A secret that everyone knew about.

Great.

...

THE END!

hahaha...if you managed to put up with that.

good for you

though you probably wasted 5 minutes of your life reading that.

nevertheless, i find it enjoyable.

no, mind me,

enhoyable.

so pure, so strong.

i don't wanna cause a scene

2009-06-06T00:06:00.000-07:00

whee! i heard Paranoid on Hitz again!!!

Adam C was like

"so, which do you prefer? Paranoid by Kanye West *plays a part of the song* or Paranoid by the Jonas Brothers? *plays a part of the song* call in now to vote!"

yeah...so i tried to call in, but they didn't answer.

so i just waited and waited for the result.

then this girl on the phone was like "the jonas brothers one"

then adam was like "why? cause there's 3 of them and only 1 of kanye?"

then she was "no..just because."

then he laughed and said "well here's the jonas brothers with Paranoid!"

oh...now i think the song 'Don't Trust Me' is on.

why's everyone in love with it? o.O

oh yeah..i'm SO sure they play Love Story EVERY HOUR.

i hear it EVERYTIME.

no joke..but i don't mind x]

i want them to play Fly With Me.

i'm addicted to it.

first Paranoid, now Fly With Me :)

oh yeah..i got Kimberly addicted to Hoedown Throwdown!!!

hahaha.

gonna watch 17 Again later.

was supposed to be NATM2 but couldn't get tickets i think :[

and now it's Kelly Clarkson with I Do Not Hook Up.

---

ooo.

that's the bucktooth face.

i just found out..plans have been changed.

i'm not watching 17 Again today.

I'm watching NATM2 tomorrow night.

lol.

and now it's BOOM BOOM POW.

i can't wait for Club Med!!!!

peter pan and wendy turned out fine.

it's like a poison in my brain

2009-06-05T04:54:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 7.19 am to watch the jonas webcast.

i was like "oh no! i'm late"

cause i was so sure it was supposed to start at 7.

so when i checked.

everyones like "yay! another half an hour"

and i was like "i'm not late...but i'm gonna miss the whole thing cause of FAME"

o.O

yeah..i was sad.

i came home in such a bad mood.

reasons i shall not name.

but then i watched the chat.

and now i'm much happier :)

last week's was better though x]

niley

jamilla

kanielle

joe winked at her during the chat.

Gee..talk about captain obvious.

i wouldn't mind being where nick is.

or i wouldn't mind doing what joe is doing.

i wouldn't mind being kevin too!

hahahah.

i have nothing better to talk about these days.

hw hw hw :[

FLY WITH ME.

you're not worth putting myself in these situations

2009-06-04T09:08:00.000-07:00

Whee! JB in 7 hours x] Ah! Jia Xi's not gonna be main anymore :( She's going to Vancouver! now, it's Xi Sin. Watched Swift on CSI just now...though I watched it on youtube last time. I shall be super tired when I wake up, but...=]

Blah! Writer's block. NOT GOOD :(

i want to make magic

2009-06-04T05:43:00.000-07:00

i'm sad :(...2009 is passing so fast. i don't want to grow older...not yet. my mother recorded taylor on csi for me :) iloveyou mummy.

i'm waking up for the jonas webcast tomorrow, are you? at least, if i CAN wake up. they probably won't even see my questions but...nonetheless, i shall try :). i support JOMILLA x]

that is true love right there <3

joe actually kept his promise and made the single ladies dance. i'm sure it was funny...but i couldn't bear to watch the whole thing. don't know why x] but go check it out. you'll fall off your chair. :]

i don't really have anything to write. not sure why. give me something to update about. :S i still have piles and piles of homework probably stacked up from BEFORE exams. but alas, i am, call me lazy =]

i miss them. can we try to patch things up again?

they light up when you smile

2009-05-31T09:35:00.000-07:00

boy, am i sleepy or what.

i went to church.

and spent the whole day at MaTiC.

the competition this year was above average.

quite a number were good.

and quite a lot were okay and bad.

congrats! chloe! melissa!

do well for 2nd variation.

you should know your dances are sweeeeeet.

dinner with the judges.

cool people, man.

no fame for me tomorrow :)

bye.

turn the lights off

2009-05-30T08:14:00.000-07:00

O.O

i HEARD PARANOID ON HITZ FM!!!!!

i'm too happy perhaps.

nah, any fan would be happy x]

i'm so happy for JB, you have no idea.

now all i need is HS to be on hitz :D

i had a lot of things to say, but now i've forgotten everything =]

my teeth hurt like i've been punched in the mouth.

tomorrow is the ballet competition.

i wish you all good luck.

chloe, soon yi, rowena, melissa, yve von, wey jean, syarifah and zoey

have fun!

there were 4 students and 3 teachers on the bus today.

going to fame

and 5 students and 2 teachers leaving from fame.

yeah..we had the whole bus x]

and there was practically no one at practice, which was also fun :)

cause we just played around!

anyway..i'm gonna sleep.

...or maybe BOF.

LAYLOR LAYLOR LAYLOR!

teehee!

sniffers

2009-05-27T22:51:00.000-07:00

i didn't do anything today :)

no dance...

i watched PUSH

with zi qin! :)

it was tooooo goooood.

love it.

definitely watching it again when it comes here.

Camilla and Dakota are awesome!

haha...but

i bet someone was a bit angry watching Camilla kiss that dude in the movie x]

i mean..that someone went to the premiere specially for her.

so to watch that must be a.w.k.w.a.r.d. ;]

HAPPY 1st Birthday ELVIS! =]

you should know you're the luckiest dog in the world.

i shall stop typing now!

BOF ^^

you're gonna give me a heart attack

2009-05-27T07:37:00.000-07:00

wanna know something?

do ya? do ya?

well...i'm not gonna tell you. :P

...just go look it up on youtube.

there's this girl that sings exactly like demi lovato.

they sound the same.

alyssashouse524

i was just looking up people singing You Belong With Me.

it's....peculiar o.O

seeing this girl with demi's voice.

demi's so awesome =]

i thought after exams i would be stress free.

now i have my piano exam.

FAME seems a bit hectic too.

i wanna do RAG day :)

---

PEACHY BOTTOMED CHERUBS!!

i wanna watch NATM 2 soooooo badly.

ever since like...beginning of may x]

but now, i will continue watching youtube videos

and shall continue my mathletics.

i am probably the slowest one =]

people are people

2009-05-26T08:45:00.000-07:00

so i was happily singing along to Breathe by Tay.

and then..

"people are people and sometimes WHAT!?"

yeah..that was me.

i was reading stuff on oceanup.

then there was the wonderful

'i only saw the two of them. i think the family went back to US without him'

oh how i hope it's a rumour.

make us happy and just say it out loud.

not all of us care who you date.

however, the title of the post was eye-widening.

i'm not really tired.

BOF!

bye. :)

let the music drone out the silent screaming

i watched the stars up in the sky

2009-05-24T04:42:00.001-07:00

i'm back from camp!

gonna have dinner at ikano.

the food court in ikea i think.

the one with the meatballs..YUM!

there's something wrong with my neck...

but never mind!

bye bye.

cherub, come fly with me

i bought a ticket to the end of a rainbow

2009-05-20T06:22:00.000-07:00

i'm keepin' it real ;]

Yello!

new blog :)

exams are nearly over.

and then back to FAME.

i found out my piano exam is on June 25th.

1 month.

*_*

i feel like i need to do something productive..something good.

hahaha...i just don't know what xP

i couldn't care less. as long as i don't end up like you, it's all good.